((angel choir sings))

I'll have one week after finals for a break at home and then on Christmas Eve I'm going to Miami for a competition. I won't be back until around New Years. I need to get my sleep schedule back on track x.x;;

Looooved Kuroshitsuji! I want to start reading the manga ((already read certain arcs)).

Meh, I'm tired.

Pre-finals time at school. Joy joy. Tons of shiz to do, have no urge to do it. Blegh.

Gonna go to JapanFest today, my friend was sick for the past three days so I don't know if she'll make it. I feel bad for not wanting to take her but I CANNOT afford to miss anymore classes. Especially now. I just feel bad because she really wants to go. Eck. I'm probably gonna get sick anyway just because life's like that.

Had a few auditions recently. The directors are all really nice and one of them is going to recommend me to one of his friends who is doing his thesis film. I'm really excited! I just feel kind of blah about it because these people are telling me I'm really good but there's always someone better with more experience. It's kind of like trying to apply for your first part-time job and they don't want to hire you because you have no "experience." Oh well, it still makes me feel good that I can impress.

New photoshoot pics came in! I posted a few on my facebook!

PS: Kuroshitsuji is so much

...to update this thing at least ;

Been super busy. Tutoring three kids now, holding up a job, a hobby, and school. My only free days now are Friday and Sunday. Don't tell anyone, I really need those days!!

I wanna watch a lot of things, just no time. In fact, I should be heading off to class right now.

Feeling much better now. Whew! That was horrid. My mom and I had compromised so she was only gone one day thankfully. Other than that I got a lot of well wishes from a lot of different people. It was funny because most of the curiosities were wondering if it was *shifts eyes, leans in, whispers* swine flu. LOL, I have no clue what kind of flu it was but I'm over it thankfully.

So I'm sick. Flu-sick. I do not know which flu I have but my doctor prescribed Tamiflu anyway. Had bloodwork done today to test for what I have. However, what really pisses me off is that the doctor that I had gone to on Tuesday told me I just had post-nasal drip sinuses. BIG. DIFFERENCE.

So I'm taking the Tamiflu and my temperature is still going up which is probably the worse part. I can still breathe, it's just a pain in my chest and throat when I swallow or cough. Fucking awesome.

The best part is my mother wants to go to Mississippi tomorrow, leaving me home alone. It's not that I can't take care of myself, but I'd rather have someone close by while I'm incapacitated.

Then I'm over-emotional, I want to cry at everything. For any reason.